hoho hiies earthlings back to post...

went to kallang leisure park on 10 dec for ice skating it was fun super duper fun (: though leg got kena blister la :P hmms went skating for 3 hours it was a class outing for 2e7 but not mani came ... oni OR xinyi, huimin, manmang, ivan, brandon,reeqe,yuefeng, jonathan, and his fwen frm australia and me ~ quite a few la.... took some pictures and it was quite fun (: asked a ang mor to help us take group photo also (: here are the pics for tht dae...






its all over....well i shall not be upset with this decision... hope it was the right one to let her go. hopefully she will soar higher and do beta without me...hais

this world just contaIN too much LIES and maybe she don't even noe my true feelings...well let it be (: nature shall take it course...hopefully u will not fall too badly...even if u fall rest awhile and stand back up as i will be there for u. well not much mood to update so shall end off with a neoprint i took with her...missed those sweet lovely days.



sweet urh (: hahs its over but those memorable days are carved deeply in my heart and memory...i never thought tht we would become like this... from strangers...came closer thru xianzhao den fwens...den good fwens ... den best fwens ...den lovers...now...i dunno... it's just like the song replay, she keeps appearing in my mind...just like a melody.the first time i met u was when i was with xianzhao...first tot...woah zhao i wan her num !! haha well u mite think i'm despicable but tht was realli my thoughts...well you changed my life...mani started saying ure not a good gf...but idc...i trusted you...though somethns had changed...u made me changed... but ask urself wad did u changed? life is not just about goals...hopefully u wun regret in wad u did... cause i nvr do and i nvr will hope i did not made the wrong choice...

signing off with sadness ~


yo peeps~
had fun on my bdae ~
went to sentosa beach party at wavehouse
totally cool manz~
drank tiger...
then went to play beach soccer.
then went making a stupid sand pyramid...
then went to ate pizza~
cost total about 45.90?omg~ haha went to buy a locker den went back to the beach.
den walk walk walk den saw somethn related to flying fox? and there was a huge net there so we decided to climb in and lie on the net...super fun... haha slept few mins b4 somebody come and ask us out. then prank call chang kai. went to the beach built a stupid sand coffin fr chang kai haha!!! then thinkin it was too small so we were joking about wanting to give it to yeanteng ~ :P no offence o ! haha went back to wavehouse to buy vodka den plyed drunk game. yong jian drink around 1 cup and was a little drunk.... his face was like so damn red... haha noob! jonathan was like damn sleepy so we went back to the net and ply awhile b4 sleeping. den we decided to go home by cab.(: below are some of the pics tht i took mostly our sand castle~ (: enjoy peeps (:















thts all folks!
this yr bdae was quite bored but i had fun~ thanks peoples!


well well well....back to update....
hmms went to far east on saturdae bought a jeans at $85.90...den went walk walk watch fantastic mr fox.... rating it 4/10 cause veh boring....den went walk awhile more b4 goin home...

sundae went city plaza with parent and relatives and i was like so bored dere ....hais...nobodi pei-ed me...so i jus sit at staircase ply psp lo.... den went bugis and shop...awhile b4 heading to amk fr dinner...bla bla bla....

mondae went amk hub to purchase a phone...and i had changed my num if wan it ask me in msn, facebook or fwenster... changed to lg gt 505... signed a contract... unlimited sms (: woots~ my sis bought sony t707 flipup phone and my dad bought iphone 3g... spent 598 bucks in this three phone ( 500 dollar singtel voucher & 98 bucks cash) it was realli veh cheap so we bought 3 fone at one shot... (: went walk walk den went home... was realli happi and downloaded songs into my new phone den....the bad thn happened.... my stripped tee spade shirt was stained with dunno what thn...a brown patch was there... i was damn dulan as tht was my favourite shirt...luckily todae my sis helped me washed it off so...thanks jiejie (: haha well slacking at home now and will be going church to listen and help out there...not realli looking forward to it...

last but not least... bon voyage darlin~ have a safe trip wor...
it's short but the daes we had are sweet and unforgetable... well 30 nov is coming near... thanks for all those things darlin...wish u all the best and strive hard fr ur goals... i wun drop a tear animre cause i noe deep in my heart u will be striving fr urself and give all u have...(: kambate


hiie earthlings~ did not did much nowadaes and looking fr a job~

sundae went to town shopping...did not buy anithn ...there was this jeans tht i like it alot....the colour and everythn looks damn nice la...but sadly oni got size 28 and 30 dun have 29...sibei suay...hais so bo bian continue shop....den went home den sleep...mondae dunno did wad...cant rmb...stml~ haha todae nothing much...slacked bla bla bla... i wan a new phone!!!!




u may not realise this
u might not even think bout it
i noe i'm useless and oni a guy who watses ure time
i noe ur goal is much impt
but promises aren't made to be broken...
i hope u read this...
even if u dun understand...
i'm really dissapointed....
forget it...
my life is just always full of miseries...
u might be hurt after reading this...
u might not love me animore...
but i jus wan u to noe...
i will be supporting u...
u can come to me if anithn happens...
i wish u find a much beta guy than me...
i wish u hapiness 4ever...
find back ur true smile again (:


hiie earthlings~
this will be a short post...
went skul got back psp...went to her house bought a hamster...hehe so cute and fun (: went home change and went eat with her....den slack...not elaborating.... well shall end here....

darling i love you!!!!!!!
i miss u....


hiies earthlings(:

todae went skul finish up my d&t presentation board...msg-ed darling...she said she goin for interview...and she went at around 9.10 am...and said she will msg me when its over... so i cheered her on and waited fr her msg...managed to finish my presentation board for d&t...lesson ended...dun dare msg her..scare disturb till her...hais...so went eat...went back class late...had MT and was spacing out thinking bout her...aft skul went find her but found out she was at home...went to her house played with her hamster...went to zhao house aft that...zhao parents treated me to swensens...ate till veh full haha. went to zhao house aft tht and slack play bla bla bla...walked home at around 7.30pm... reached home at around 8.15pm...took a slow stroll hehe not eating dinner cause no appetite? hmms well peeps...dun think tht i will be happi when i smile nowadaes...it might be a fake smile (: i had cried and laugh out loud....doin both at the same time... happy and sadness crush my heart... there are no solution to these problems... true smile...what is tht? true love... no such thing existed...everythn has a full-stop... well...elaborating is troublesome so shall not elaborate further. i jus wanna get good grades study well get a well-paid job...find a neither ugly nor beautiful wife and have two kids and shall retire when my kids found a job... and settled down..den play chess and have a normal death....everythn is troublesome...so i shall leave it ...thts is hw my life is gonna be and no one is going to change it....bye earthlings


my dearest darling (:


what is your real goal?
do u even have anithn u wan fr urself?
do u even know how to grab ure own happiness?
u think u are mature...but its not true...
baka...

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